The problem isn’t that it exists. The problem is that you try to repeat it.
He woke up earlier than usual.
Not because he had to.
Something didn’t let him stay asleep.
Not a thought.
A feeling.
It wasn’t strong.
And it wasn’t clear.
But it was enough for him not to go back.
He didn’t move right away.
He stayed there.
And for the first time, he didn’t try to explain it.
He just observed.
Would it disappear.
Would it change.
Would it become something more.
Nothing happened.
And that was the answer.
He got up.
Without a reason.
Or without one he could name.
He decided to test it.
Not what it is.
But whether it works.
He started simple.
Stopped in the middle of movement.
Waited.
Nothing.
Took a step.
Stopped again.
This time there was something.
Barely.
Like a shift.
Not forward.
Sideways.
He didn’t follow it immediately.
And it disappeared.
He stopped again.
This time, he didn’t rush.
Waited longer.
Until it appeared again.
And this time, he did exactly what he felt.
He turned.
No question.
No check.
And right after that, the thought came:
This isn’t stable.
He smiled.
Because he realized:
he was trying to explain it again.